And I loved it! I watched it last week in English class and I loved it~~~ I didn't see it when it first came out because I'm wary of 3d/cgi animation, but I'm glad I finally got to watch it! Merida is amazing~

And I support Merida with Rapunzel. They are so CUTE together~! >w< but I can't find decent art of them without a majority of the results being "The Big Four"....dude, it annoys me because I hated Rise of the Guardians and How to Train Your Dragon, so seeing MORE of those movies everywhere annoys me. =.= I want some Meripunzel art without finding ZOMGBIGFOURLOVESQUAREOMG...

Anyway, I need to look for a summer job. Not looking forward to getting a job.

The ceremonies for graduation start today. First is a boring 3 hour long awards assembly this morning. Then at 5:40 we have to go to a graduation Mass, then tomorrow morning is graduation! I can't wait to be done with high school!

So once that happens, I will draw more art! ^.^ love you all~

My finals start tomorrow. My exam is in French. I've been trying to study for the past 6 hours (it's almost 11:30 pm here), but I haven't found motivation to study. Grah! So far, I've managed to clean out my backpack, throw away trash in my room,  clean up folders from this year that was filled with school work and stuff I'd rather forgot existed, organized my book shelf, organized my night stand, and clean up my desk. PFFFT I'm more motivated to clean instead of studying. sometimes I hate having an iPhone because it distracts me oh so much. Oh well. I'll study somehow! French is the only exam I am worried about, but the rest will be easy.

I hope I get some studying in before I go to bed. I don't want to flunk my French final! D:

But at least this is my last week of high school ever!

Now excuse me while I attempt to study.

Woohoo! My grades are brought up! I just need to study for exams that are next week, then I graduate next Saturday morning! ^^ In the meantime, art won't be up for a while until my vacation starts. But finally! I'm almost done with school! One more week then college in August, baby~!!! ...but I do need to find scholarships and quick...

And I just realized I need to drive more because I need to get my license! How else am I gonna get places? D: I have to drive but...the road petrifies me...;~;

And anyway...I LOVE MY CRAZY WAFFU ~

So. Still not cured from my allergies...and it's hard to eat solid food cuz my throat hurts. Anyway...

Gaiz. GUESS WAT. O:










I GOT ACCEPTED TO WRIGHT STATE UNIVERSITY! WOO IM A RAIDER NOW!

....now I just gotta work hard these last days of high school...

I know I should be sleeping but I just can't fall asleep. Well, fall BACK to sleep....and it's 1am here....

So I saw my doctor. Good news is that I don't have tonsillitis or thyroid problems. But I do have to drink a lot of water and take a bunch of nasal spray because my doctor thinks clearing my sinuses will clear my ears and cure my sore throat since basically that's the only obvious way. But my doctor thinks it could be newfound spring allergies. I've never had seasonal allergies before so I hope it's not that. This is too...painful and irritating? Anyway yeah.

So I woke up about a half hour ago because my ear that had pain the other night started hurting again (i could also feel the peroxide still swishing sround in there) and it hurts when I swallow because my ear gets painful when I do, so yeah. I took Advil and ate a freezer pop and it sorta soothed the pain down, but now I can't sleep. Who's up?

Well it is midnight where I live and I can't fall back asleep. I'm on my iPhone writing. I'm scared that I may have tonsillitis. I still have the sore throat I've had since Friday, my earache was included on Saturday (but my ear is kinda sensitive again), and now the sore throat hurts even more now. I can hardly swallow because of the pain. Mom is going to set up an appointment with the doctor so I hope I get in there soon and get a prognosis. I need to be treated because this is driving me nuts...but if it IS tonsillitis, this sure is a shitty time to get it, this being the last few weeks of school and all...

Well whatever. Goodnight!

I haven't been active on here much lately. Just wanting to let you all know I'm still alive. I've just been super busy. Senior year is killing me. I currently have three F's in classes. It's driving me insane. At this point, I just really don't care anymore. Screw school. All of this stress is unnecessary since I'm going into the art field. I honestly don't care anymore.So what if I graduate in less than a month? I'm tired of all this stress. I know, I know, college is no better and stuff, but honestly, senior year is terrible for me. I don't give a shit anymore.And anyway, I SENT my teachers via e-mail my missing work. They're just too damn lazy to put in the grades.

And now I'm sick again and I have a terrible earache. I couldn't sleep at all last night because of it. So my grandma put some peroxide in my ear around midnight to help it. Well,it feels better, but now the peroxide is STILL in my ear, and now everything in that ear sounds like it's underwater or something. =_=

Isn't life lovely? /sarcasm

I'll eventually post up art again. I'm just so stressed out at the moment...

Well, I finally watched The Nightmare Before Christmas. I LOVED it! Expect some art

In other news, my iPhone is being very awful. The power button is stuck and it only works if I press really hard...

Yep. This time next week, I'll be on spring break. I'm gonna stay home, do art, and be lazy.

I bought The Nightmare Before Christmas movie on iTunes on Tuesday. I can't wait to watch it!!!

Well, I've been back into Harry Potter again, now full-swing (well, I never left it, I just have been too distracted with other things). Woohoo.

I'm still drawing Ragamuffin/Lenore stuff, but I've just had a huge art block with them for a while. I think I need to watch/read Lenore again to get my gears going again. I love them so much. And I love doing Ragamuffin/Lenore RPs with my wafferu,

I still haven't used my Wii. I'll probably use it once spring break is here.

Oh, and it's official. I decided that I am no longer into the Naruto fandom anymore. I've been losing interest for the past couple of years, but now it's officially dead to me. I've just gotten bored and tired of it. R.I.P. my Naruto obsession, 2007-2013. It just got too boring and stupid for me. I feel like deleting all of my Naruto art here, but I'm too lazy to. One day, though...

Just felt like updating. I should have more art up by this Sunday. Peace.

I'm 18 now. Nuuuuuu.  

Today was okay. But yesterday I hung with dad and he got me a Wii. MY FIRST WII! WOOHOO! But I'm bummed. It came with lame games. And the game I wanted, Calling, as well as Ju-On (The Grudge) were unavailable at GameStop AND online, I was bummed. And I really really want games. Does anyone know where to get Calling or Ju-On? Or any other survival horror genre game? I like horror. Please tell me.

Today I stayed from school and for dinner, we went to a Mexican restaurant. I love Mexican food. And then I went home and got my presents. I got four sketchbooks, a laptop cooling pad, perfume, and an iTunes gift card. Afterwards, I went to the mall and went to Hot Topic and bought a Grell shirt and a Teen Titans shirt (AND THEY FIT! YAAAAY!) So today was...okay. Could have been better, but yeah.

So thanks for all the birthday wishes everybody!

But seriously, anyone who can recommend me some survival horror games and/or help me find a coppy of Calling or Ju-On that's not on Amazon or eBay, I'll be grateful.

I'm turning 18 in a week from tomorrow. NO. I want to stay in my pillow fort and watch 90s cartoons.

Guys, I MAY get my laptop and phone taken away from me this Friday. I probably won't get them back until my fourth quarter grades (about a couple of months) or until my grades get better. Friday is the last day of third quarter and I have some foul looking grades. So if I don't get to any of you or submit anything for a while, that is why.

Senior year, man, it's killing me.

Now if you'll excuse me, I have a movie review to do for English class for extra credit. And snow is outside so no school today yay, but stupid school work is making me stay inside and not play in the prettyful snow.

Jesus fucking Christ, I'm still sick! I haven't been to school all week! Well, I went yesterday to first period, then I threw up and went home...good thing this week is a four day week.

I hate being sick, but at least it's not as awful as it was on Saturday.

And I had an emotional breakdown at 4 am today. I really miss my dead grandfather I should visit his grave soon if it wasn't so damn cold here...

At least I feel mentally better now. Just had to calm down. But damn I hate being still sick.

Well...I still have to read books 5-7, but I want to do this, so....

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1. If you went to Hogwarts which house would you be sorted in?

The Lesbian House! Oh wait, that's not a real House...
I'm probably Hufflepuff material. XD

2. What would be your patronus?

A cat I guess? :3 Maybe a tiger?

3. Have you ever been to the HP midnight release?

No. I've only REALLY gotten into the fandom AFTER the movies were made...and I only see movies after they're on DVD

4. What did you think of the Deathly Hallows?.

I've yet to read it, but Spoilers, man. Not happy with the epilogue...cried during Snape's flashback though

5. How many times have you reread the books?

I'M READING THEM ALL FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE LAST APRIL. I'VE YET TO FINISH. XD

6. Who's death was the saddest?

I don't know. Probably Sirius. I've yet to get there, but I loved Sirius ;~;

7. If you went to Hogwarts would you rather have an owl, a cat, or a rat?

A kitty~~~

8. What do you think of the movie Half-Blood Prince?

I'VE ONLY SEEN THE FIRST THREE MOVIES.

9. What do you think of the Deathly Hallows being split in two?

I thought it was a good idea. It was too big to be made into one.

10. Have you read the Tales of Beedle and Bard?

No, but I saw it in my school's library

11. When did you first become a Potter fan?

When I was younger and my second grade teacher had HP stuff everywhere. I watched the first three movies (I didn't like the books at the time because I had no attention span XD). Then I stopped because the pope deemed it "evil" so I wanted to be a "good girl", but after a while I didn't give a shit what the pope thought anymore and I didn't like HP anymore because it seemed boring. Then I saw the first two books at Goodwill and decided to give it another go. Then I FELL IN LOVE WITH THE SERIES AND FANDOM ALL OVER AGAIN.

Favourite…

Female character?

Tough. I like Hermione, Ginny, and Luna equally. And I have a crush on Fleur and Bellatrix.

Male character?

Draco and Snape.

Professor?

Lupin! Or Dumbledore XD

Death Eater?

BELLATRIX God she's a babe.

Magical creature?

The phoenix that Dumbledore has.

Spell?

Stupefy

Quote?

"You wait until my father hears about this!"

--Draco Malfoy

Book?
So far...Prisoner of Azkaban

Movie?

To be decided

Hogwarts House?

Gryffindor or Slytherin.

Place?

Hogsmeade!

Weasley?

Ginny

Couple?

Snape/Lily.
My favourite NON-CANON couples are Harry/Hermione, Ron/Luna, Draco/Ginny, Snape/Hermione, Bellatrix/Narcissa, Lucius/Bellatrix, and Fleur/Hermione

This or that…

Gryffindor or Slytherin?

Do I have to choose? I like them both equally!

Ravenclaw or Hufflepuff?

Ravenclaw

Fred or George?

I can't decide. They're both amazing!

Ginny or Luna?

Both!

Butterbeer or Firewhiskey?

Butterbeer

Diagon Alley or Hogsmeade?

Hogsmeade~

Books or Movies?

I'VE YET TO DECIDE

Half Blood Prince or Deathly Hallows?

N/A

Philosopher's Stone or Chamber of Secrets?

Chamber of Secrets

Snape or Slughorn?

Snape. Who's Slughorn again?

Lupin or Sirius?
DON'T MAKE ME CHOOSE

Harry & Ginny or Harry & Hermione?

Harry/Hermione, obviously. Harry/Ginny? Harry only noticed her because she got BOOBS. That's all. The pairing seems forced.

Lavender Brown or Parvati Patil?

Lavender.

Seamus Finnigan or Dean Thomas?

Neither

Kreacher or Dobby?

Dobby

Muggleborn or Pureblood?
I don't care

Dan or Rupert?

Who?

Bellatrix or Narcissa?

Bellatrix

Voldemort or Tom Riddle?

Voldemort

Hedwig or Crookshanks?

Crookshanks~

Who did you honestly want to die more: Voldemort or Umbridge?

Umbridge. Spoilers, man.

God, I fucking hate being sick. I'm pale as a ghost, my nose is runny, my throat is unbelievably sore, I'm woozy...and I feel like throwing up. Guh.
And I'm single again. Ah well. Better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.

Anywho, just thought I'd update. And I've lost SO much interest in Naruto lately. I still like a FEW things, but not so much anymore. Go western cartoons. XD

And writing fanfics has made me so happy. I can't stop reading them and writing them XD And the reviews I've been getting as of late really brighten my mood up.

...I now have yet another person I pair with Hermione. Fleur Delacour.

That awkward moment when you realize you whore Hermione out. I pair her with Harry, Snape, Fleur, and even Bella Swan. Dear Lord.*says "dear Lord" in a Sheldon Cooper way*

Just felt like updating. Love you all!

I feel so much better today. My dad bought me something off of ebay for a late Christmas present. It's the Rock & Rule special comic that Marvel printed years ago. I can die happy now. *spasms and reads the comic book*

And also, even though I've yet to read the final Harry Potter book, I've got to say...I'm in love with the pairing of Snape and Lily. They're so beautifully tragic I cry whenever I watch videos of them, see art, and read fanfics. I've just gotten into the pairing yesterday and I'm obsessed with it (but Draco/Ginny is still number one ). Oh, poor Snape D'''':

Just felt like showing a change of mood!

I've been depressed again for a while. And for the past week it's been even intensified because a certain person I care deeply about hasn't contacted me for 9 days. I'm really worried...I don't know.

And school is so stressful.

Days like today, I just want to break down crying. I feel so alone all the time...

I wish I could get out of this funk...

Decided to update my FF.net account if anyone's interested. I currently have two Harry Potter stories and a Rock & Rule story in progress. Check them out if you want: [link]

And I CAN'T STOP DRAWING MOK/ANGEL. IT'S LIKE A DRUG I TELL YOU.